ok people.
i had this dream.
it is so dumb yet scary for me.
and this tells me that i should not play CS too much.

i dreamt that im in this CS scenerio,
im a counter terrorist,
and my brother happens to be my teammate.
and so the game begins,
everything is so real.
for the first time,
i dont dare to shoot unlike in the virtual world,
i shoot whoever within my sight.
so im like holding the gun and stared at the enemy,
of course im hiding therefore it's like only i can see the enemy.
i wanted to shoot it,
but have no guts,
because it seems so real that im afraid that once i shoot,
blood will splatter everything.
how gore it can be.
me and my bro just stone there.

then next round,
[in CS u can play up to alot of rounds, so no suprise that me and my bro came to another round]
this time,
my bro actually told me to hid the gun,
so we can act like victims,
so i did what i'm told.
then donknow why,
we ran all the way to a toilet,
and my bro wants to pull me into the gents,
but i pulled him to the ladies one.
when we are preparing our guns and whatsoever in the toilet,
the enemy just pop out from no where!
me and my bro's mind just went
'oh oh!'
BUT luckily,
the enemy just held us as hostages,
if not i cant imagine im dreaming about my head being blown apart.
eew.


ok.end of dream.
i know it sounds abit silly,
but this shows how serious this game is getting over me.
OOO
must control myself and not play that much.
because it is really scary.
*shudders...

Ivy
10 Aug 1990
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