a day to reflect.
and i realized that i am just too careless.
careless about my surroundings, and oblivious to it.
thought that i could be carefree, but it turns out not.
i have to set my goal again, for now, it's not working out for me.
and no matter how many rock songs i listen, i just cant feel any better.
think that i just stick to sad songs.
probably, it just suits me more.
tomorrow shall be a new day, as they said (easier than done),
how new can it be when i cant even put my past behind.
I'm just living under my own shadow.
how pathetic.
what is right, what is wrong?
what's the definition?
if right means succeeded, then what is wrong?
can't i just do anything right?
should i make another stupid mistake, that's it.
if you listen to the rhythm of the pouring rain...
8:00 PM